Friday, December 07, 2007

back to the blogiverse

Yes I. Jæz I back in this piece after some login/transition to g-mail confusion...

I've been very candid about my views and experiences here and I often get a little paranoid about it, but never-the-less, I stand my ground. Why should I be secretive? I'm not malevolent in any way towards any entity. My positivity is not directly aggresive against the rampant negativity in my current so-called civilization. I'm not anti-anyone just because I'm pro Freedom, Justice, and Equality. If any entity feels threatened by that, it's not my fault. I try earnestly to remain neutrally observant but always leaning towards growth and excellence on behalf of humanity and kosmic consciousness in general.

My recent right knee issues have sent my mind spiraling in questions of what is right? Am I right to strive to be righteous in a wickid babylon? Is it vain to point out vanity? A thorough meditation on the matter of material existence as a spiritual witness always already knows the answers to these questions as simply breathing in the totality and exhaling all partiality. I must honor my observances and raise my voice while I still have it. I wrote a short poem on the way home from physical therapy the other day that started with this line:

One becomes aware of true humility
when one experiences their own true human fragility...

Ironically, this humility has invigorated my confidence in what little I do feel strongly about. To know, and truly believe in something mandates a stance for it. FOR IT. A positive movement to uphold that value and protect it from white-washing and weak-willed filtration of its core essence. I refuse to give into fear's yellow-bellied admittance that this is just the way of the world and who am I to try to change it? Ef that! I have a life, a spine, a mind, the skills and wisdom accrued from diligent practice and exploration into the truth of reality and I would be stupid not to use all of this for whatever its worth, to represent for the best humanity has to offer the universe through little-old me.

A vigorous stance for excellence is NOT unhealthily elitist. Quite contrary, it is humble to the core due to the obviously way unbalanced presence of those willing to live and possibly die to be the best human they can possibly be and those who lazily accept the present and devolving state of affairs to go along for wickid's ride to shiny carnal-satisfying hell. EF THAT! I refuse to recieve Jah's blessing of life as an apathetic acceptance of the weakness of the human condition. The superficial reality of our numerically accountable flesh and material product output/attainment cycle of nature exploitation is not me. I am heaven's imagination! A proverbial "what could be" verses the proverbial "oh well, might as well enjoy the instant gratification of what merely is."

All that said... I am putting my best feet forward from now on to strategicaly build a realistic heaven right here on earth with Jah's infinite blessings. And I don't egotistically take credit for creating this state of mind, for I am humbly standing on the shoulders of pioneers of free-thinkers and warriors for excellence before me such as Malcom X, MLK, KRSONE, and many more. Eff the BS. Lets take kosmic responcibility NOW.

Forever in the Tao, Love and Peace, Unity and Fun, Justice in the end is INVINCIBLE!

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