Wow. What have I been on? Not on here much, that's for sure. I think I got the wrong idea with the whole blog thing... like people want to read what I think... duh. post some flicks! movies! tracks! jeez... I'm such an old fool. lol
The only comment I ever got was when I was talkin some straigh up silly-ass race debate ish. Nobody reads this shit. I wonder if they'll let me say shit on here. What the fuck is this? some form of voluntary thought transmission... will "they" let me do what exactly?
Well, I'm finna snap regardless. I'm not gettin any younger and I need to COME UP. I I I.... Self awareness clinging to egoic fantasy... following my heart. My purpose. It's wierd. I guess it's up to me to define that but I've always kinda looked out for those subtle clues from God or The Universe or Everything/Nothing/both/all of the above/below... it's so annoying. And yet, I wouldn't have it any other way.
I keeps it mad real on here. People act like they don't question why they're here. I mean, I guess it's easier to just chase one desire after the next without thinking much, but anyone who thinks, has to, at one point or another, contemplate the entirety of this experience and it's reason, or cause.
That's what I've been on here. A sort of casual, arm-chair philosophy if u will. Sometimes I try to take it mad serious... other times I just wild out and get poetic and abstract. It's fun to me that way but I realize that it's prolly uninteresting to most cuz when I look back at my old posts now, I'm like "this guy" LOL
I am glad I've documented certain points of view I've taken and assessed with regards to Hiphop and Yoga and al that type of stuff. At least it has a time stamp on it so noone can say I "bit" it later. Not like I really give a fuck, but hey, let's keep it real. I kinda do. If I have any purpose, I suppose its to grow. And that means, add-on to previousness. And to truly do that, I have try to do something "new" or at the very least, Integrally evolved... so if I integrate as many different influences into this one-ness that is is "me", and the expressions forth with; then at least I've made a valid attempt. Not letting the fact that we all have a tendancy to mimmick what we desire or admire the most, hold me back from actually DOING stuff.
So to anyone who might actually be reading this, tough. It's a reflection. Not some flashy entertainment site with all kinds of nice tidbits you can take in, relate to or not, download, watch, listen to, or just look at and make fun of. You have to read this and if u get anything out of my thought process. Cool. But it's more of a journal for me I guess, that for some reason I'm making public. Maybe one day I'll move on from reflecting on the process of blogging and actually get back to talking about stuff. This is all I got right now though.
At least I'm keepin it hella real. I'd like to give a shout out to bboydjronron for motivating me to at least do a lil something instead of just reading, like I was gonna do... of which I have a great book right now called Revolution and Evolution (which I still owe Steve 16 bucks for DOH!) by Grace Lee Boggs.
So I promise, the next post will be a reflection on that so hopefully it will have some more substantial content other than my vanity expecting more from itself than it knows it can muster.
The only comment I ever got was when I was talkin some straigh up silly-ass race debate ish. Nobody reads this shit. I wonder if they'll let me say shit on here. What the fuck is this? some form of voluntary thought transmission... will "they" let me do what exactly?
Well, I'm finna snap regardless. I'm not gettin any younger and I need to COME UP. I I I.... Self awareness clinging to egoic fantasy... following my heart. My purpose. It's wierd. I guess it's up to me to define that but I've always kinda looked out for those subtle clues from God or The Universe or Everything/Nothing/both/all of the above/below... it's so annoying. And yet, I wouldn't have it any other way.
I keeps it mad real on here. People act like they don't question why they're here. I mean, I guess it's easier to just chase one desire after the next without thinking much, but anyone who thinks, has to, at one point or another, contemplate the entirety of this experience and it's reason, or cause.
That's what I've been on here. A sort of casual, arm-chair philosophy if u will. Sometimes I try to take it mad serious... other times I just wild out and get poetic and abstract. It's fun to me that way but I realize that it's prolly uninteresting to most cuz when I look back at my old posts now, I'm like "this guy" LOL
I am glad I've documented certain points of view I've taken and assessed with regards to Hiphop and Yoga and al that type of stuff. At least it has a time stamp on it so noone can say I "bit" it later. Not like I really give a fuck, but hey, let's keep it real. I kinda do. If I have any purpose, I suppose its to grow. And that means, add-on to previousness. And to truly do that, I have try to do something "new" or at the very least, Integrally evolved... so if I integrate as many different influences into this one-ness that is is "me", and the expressions forth with; then at least I've made a valid attempt. Not letting the fact that we all have a tendancy to mimmick what we desire or admire the most, hold me back from actually DOING stuff.
So to anyone who might actually be reading this, tough. It's a reflection. Not some flashy entertainment site with all kinds of nice tidbits you can take in, relate to or not, download, watch, listen to, or just look at and make fun of. You have to read this and if u get anything out of my thought process. Cool. But it's more of a journal for me I guess, that for some reason I'm making public. Maybe one day I'll move on from reflecting on the process of blogging and actually get back to talking about stuff. This is all I got right now though.
At least I'm keepin it hella real. I'd like to give a shout out to bboydjronron for motivating me to at least do a lil something instead of just reading, like I was gonna do... of which I have a great book right now called Revolution and Evolution (which I still owe Steve 16 bucks for DOH!) by Grace Lee Boggs.
So I promise, the next post will be a reflection on that so hopefully it will have some more substantial content other than my vanity expecting more from itself than it knows it can muster.
posted by Jezi at 9:08 PM
1 Comments:
some people will read stuff like this just to get an idea of what other people do. inspiring to some, boring to others.
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